The River

From the banks of the Illinois River
The river is where I want.
She is gentle and sure
A mighty, fluid container
No traces of other humans
In sight nor sound,
Only the sun smiling hot on my back.
I gaze into the depths
Shallow but unclear how so
As the water laps translucently
At the grains of hard stone
And shimmering sand.
Rich
In minerals
In life
Intrinsically valuable
And yet there is no market for exchange.
I close my eyes to hear
Many different voice
Countless, and I focus on one and then another
In this solitude I am able to isolate each current
As a single voice in a choir.
I look to the bottom
Everything deposited
By time
Haphazard and just so.
I try to look closer
At the water itself
But what is water
And what is the life within it?
Can I see the wind?
Or only think what it whips?
I think in words but sometimes
The language of the river
Here and there just little glimpses.
The river is where I want to be
Where I want to connect and converse
The river is where I want for nothing.